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always a new life...

tik tok tok tik..jam uda menunjukkan 10 minit ke 12 tgh malam...mata masi segar dengan baby yang saya sedang kandung selama 7 bulan..memang kebiasannya mmg sebegini...esok tak ada kelas....tak ada pa yang perlu d risaukan..yamh ptg semuanya kembali seperti biasa....

ok2..inyaAllah esok saya update lagi...salam...

listen here...

ok listen...tak mau cakap panjang...just ingin meluah perasaan amarah..nak marah dengan orang tak baik sgt skrg ni..almaklumlah tgh mengandung...so i just meluah kat belog i ye..klu terbaca..

kurang pasti kan sekrang kenapa orang banyak bercerita pasal orang....tgk la aku ni..apa adanya? aiseh...orang masih mau bercerita....bercerita benda yang mmg releven i rasa ok...just imagine contoh mcm ni....dalam perbincangan hal negara..tetiba satu orang ubah topic..'eh...mnah X dah putus dah denga guy Y..' relevan tak? itu masalah negara tak??? samalah macam aku?..

aku ni dah berapa bulan kawen...mau jadi ibu yang vogue dah pun..masi ada orang yang tidak puas hati..ingat aku ni artis ka? tak...tak..aku ni hanya seorang cikgu..dan bakal ibu mengandung..tp d luar sana masi ada yang bercakap yang tidak penting...

mmg wujud perbezaan dengan orang berketuruanan kan...apa lagi keluarga andi2 ni..dengan bangsa Z..nak tau..mmg mungkin keluarganya jenis yang sebok dengan hal orang lain..sudah la miskin....bapaknya selalu main judi....mamak sebok untuk jadi mulut murai....dulu aku dengar keluarganya miskin...tp aku tak hebohkan dengan orang..sebab tak penting....

sekarang ni poon...aku masi mendengar yang bapaknya selalu main judi? ada aku mau heboh dengan orang???.....aku ada bukti yang kakaknya pernah menjalani pengguguran semasa belajar...aku ada mau cerita sama orang lain? tidak kan? tidak kan?

sebab apa? sebab aku ni berketurunan baik2...aku dari keturunan yang baik2..itu la perbezaan kami....yang dia bukan dari keturunanan mana2....(ada aku mau heboh?..tidak kan??? yang dia..sampai sekrang masi lagi mengata aku ni 'bergaya' guna duit husband...weyyy..itu duit husband aku la..mmg aku punya punya pun...mmg aku punya....JELAS TAK??? jd apa masalah....n masi lagi mengungkit pasal time aku kawen..adei..sekrang aku mau jadi mama pun masi lagi cerita benda yang sama.....

aku marah? tak la..aku cuma ingin berdiskusi...sebab lepas ni tuhan yang akan balas.

sekrang dah nampak kan perbezaan orang berketurunan dengan orang yang tidak ada keturunan langsung.....

nekad...

a week after raya..suppose im back to my school...ok...as i told u...the,...a week after a week i suppose come to school..inilah yang d panggi NEKAD!!! ... on helping with my *tttutuuuuu*... i was in kk for begging the jpn about my transfer to the main land...ok ok....finally i got transfer form island school to mainlaind....what the different??..later2...ok..unfortunately.....when i read in my letter...it was wrote as...'SEMENTARA"..what the .......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 aish...kenapa perlu ada kerja lagi...kenapa?????????

a lot of story i could mention here? but should i? hehhee..ok i will....but guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im in 4th month of my pregnancy......lalalla

its a lazy week...

it doesn't mean lazy mean lazy...it can be called as a pain week? Suffer week? or..different week...yest2..its different week as we know...

After raya holiday...I mean a week raya holiday..I should attend to school as usual...unfortunately...I not able to come...y? U dono y? Becoz I got a heavy vomit until I can't wake up from my bed...can't feel the holiday as I should...n can't celebrate raya as people should...start with....
MONDAY - I have appt with pakar sakit puan at hospital..what to do..I have to..
TUESDAY - I have to buka buku mengandung - wajib..
WEDNESDAY - I did attended to school..but..I got very heavy vomit..so for my own ggood I went home more earlier than other JOB-MATE..
THURSDAY - caused of the previous day..I don't have any energy to drive, walk out to school...
FRIDAY - I still at home..y? Coz I never thought that I'm going to feel the pain like this...
TQ

its a lazy week...

it doesn't mean lazy mean lazy...it can be called as a pain week? Suffer week? or..different week...yest2..its different week as we know...

After raya holiday...I mean a week raya holiday..I should attend to school as usual...unfortunately...I not able to come...y? U dono y? Becoz I got a heavy vomit until I can't wake up from my bed...can't feel the holiday as I should...n can't celebrate raya as people should...start with....
MONDAY - I have appt with pakar sakit puan at hospital..what to do..I have to..
TUESDAY - I have to buka buku mengandung - wajib..
WEDNESDAY - I did attended to school..but..I got very heavy vomit..so for my own ggood I went home more earlier than other JOB-MATE..
THURSDAY - caused of the previous day..I don't have any energy to drive, walk out to school...
FRIDAY - I still at home..y? Coz I never thought that I'm going to feel the pain like this...
TQ

its pain....

I tell u this..its pain become a preggy woman...am I women? yes I am...when u know that u r now pragnent, there u go...ur mentality become so damn down...ok..its doesn't mean that its freaky damn hurt...it just like..that...when u think u r pragnent...all the sickness will come out..but..thje true is..is nothing different either we have a baby in our tummy or not...just remind...hanya sekadar pembawaan semata....(Hjahahahha mcm kasi sedap hati sendiri)...so...to my friends out there....its just a pain to kill our previous sin....hahahah...ya...I'm not feel like this sick is suffering me when pragnent..its make me realize how my mom take a good care of me in her tummy for 9 months...ok think...how my mom can delivered 6 daughters including me...what her felt before...do we care? Or do we know?...huh!!!!!its pain like no other pain....and the pain will come to you for those who are call women....ok...I'm sick... Its just a sick...

it doesn't mean i don't want...

ok..mari kita imbas kembali....imbas kembali lagi....ok....ok lagi...

kini...hidup semakin membingungkan...yea i knoe everybody will face it 1day....but me...how come i should face it so early...i dono..semua benda yyang berlaku mmg mengejutkan...ya..SETIAP benda yang berlaku pada saya sangat mengejutkan...saya tak suka! saya tak suka! bukan tidak mahu!!! bagi saya masa! banyak yang perlu saya selesaikan lagi!!! banyak yang belum siap lagi! banyak yang perlu d atur lagi! banyak!!! anda tau banyak?!

baik la...kadang2 rasa kesyukuran itu wujud dengan gembira sekali...tp bila d soal selidik,,,,no..its very wrong time,,,its is...but...oh gosh....oh god..guide me plzzz!!! forever!!

new life..but looking not good until lickong ur arm...

benrkn tajuk d atas....nampaknya each of my friends talking about environment of their school..i wish i can do so...ok do so???? liar..im not gonna do so......

its time to run away..tak pernah mau salahkan takdir..but..bila d kaji dengan statistik kehidupan dalam masa dua tahun ni...sanagat memeranakan...benarkah kata orang ..hidup bagai roda..kejap d atas..kejap di bawa...sila nyatakan itu bent atau salah.....

kenapa? perkataan kenapa lagi digunakan...ok ok..sudah lah untuk kali ini....