nekad...

a week after raya..suppose im back to my school...ok...as i told u...the,...a week after a week i suppose come to school..inilah yang d panggi NEKAD!!! ... on helping with my *tttutuuuuu*... i was in kk for begging the jpn about my transfer to the main land...ok ok....finally i got transfer form island school to mainlaind....what the different??..later2...ok..unfortunately.....when i read in my letter...it was wrote as...'SEMENTARA"..what the .......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 aish...kenapa perlu ada kerja lagi...kenapa?????????

a lot of story i could mention here? but should i? hehhee..ok i will....but guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im in 4th month of my pregnancy......lalalla

its a lazy week...

it doesn't mean lazy mean lazy...it can be called as a pain week? Suffer week? or..different week...yest2..its different week as we know...

After raya holiday...I mean a week raya holiday..I should attend to school as usual...unfortunately...I not able to come...y? U dono y? Becoz I got a heavy vomit until I can't wake up from my bed...can't feel the holiday as I should...n can't celebrate raya as people should...start with....
MONDAY - I have appt with pakar sakit puan at hospital..what to do..I have to..
TUESDAY - I have to buka buku mengandung - wajib..
WEDNESDAY - I did attended to school..but..I got very heavy vomit..so for my own ggood I went home more earlier than other JOB-MATE..
THURSDAY - caused of the previous day..I don't have any energy to drive, walk out to school...
FRIDAY - I still at home..y? Coz I never thought that I'm going to feel the pain like this...
TQ

its a lazy week...

it doesn't mean lazy mean lazy...it can be called as a pain week? Suffer week? or..different week...yest2..its different week as we know...

After raya holiday...I mean a week raya holiday..I should attend to school as usual...unfortunately...I not able to come...y? U dono y? Becoz I got a heavy vomit until I can't wake up from my bed...can't feel the holiday as I should...n can't celebrate raya as people should...start with....
MONDAY - I have appt with pakar sakit puan at hospital..what to do..I have to..
TUESDAY - I have to buka buku mengandung - wajib..
WEDNESDAY - I did attended to school..but..I got very heavy vomit..so for my own ggood I went home more earlier than other JOB-MATE..
THURSDAY - caused of the previous day..I don't have any energy to drive, walk out to school...
FRIDAY - I still at home..y? Coz I never thought that I'm going to feel the pain like this...
TQ

its pain....

I tell u this..its pain become a preggy woman...am I women? yes I am...when u know that u r now pragnent, there u go...ur mentality become so damn down...ok..its doesn't mean that its freaky damn hurt...it just like..that...when u think u r pragnent...all the sickness will come out..but..thje true is..is nothing different either we have a baby in our tummy or not...just remind...hanya sekadar pembawaan semata....(Hjahahahha mcm kasi sedap hati sendiri)...so...to my friends out there....its just a pain to kill our previous sin....hahahah...ya...I'm not feel like this sick is suffering me when pragnent..its make me realize how my mom take a good care of me in her tummy for 9 months...ok think...how my mom can delivered 6 daughters including me...what her felt before...do we care? Or do we know?...huh!!!!!its pain like no other pain....and the pain will come to you for those who are call women....ok...I'm sick... Its just a sick...

it doesn't mean i don't want...

ok..mari kita imbas kembali....imbas kembali lagi....ok....ok lagi...

kini...hidup semakin membingungkan...yea i knoe everybody will face it 1day....but me...how come i should face it so early...i dono..semua benda yyang berlaku mmg mengejutkan...ya..SETIAP benda yang berlaku pada saya sangat mengejutkan...saya tak suka! saya tak suka! bukan tidak mahu!!! bagi saya masa! banyak yang perlu saya selesaikan lagi!!! banyak yang belum siap lagi! banyak yang perlu d atur lagi! banyak!!! anda tau banyak?!

baik la...kadang2 rasa kesyukuran itu wujud dengan gembira sekali...tp bila d soal selidik,,,,no..its very wrong time,,,its is...but...oh gosh....oh god..guide me plzzz!!! forever!!

new life..but looking not good until lickong ur arm...

benrkn tajuk d atas....nampaknya each of my friends talking about environment of their school..i wish i can do so...ok do so???? liar..im not gonna do so......

its time to run away..tak pernah mau salahkan takdir..but..bila d kaji dengan statistik kehidupan dalam masa dua tahun ni...sanagat memeranakan...benarkah kata orang ..hidup bagai roda..kejap d atas..kejap di bawa...sila nyatakan itu bent atau salah.....

kenapa? perkataan kenapa lagi digunakan...ok ok..sudah lah untuk kali ini....

faham2 sendiri la ya...

lets say....if...

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ingat!!! di larang meninggalkan belog anda tanpa pesan...

mari kita mulakan..genap 3 minggu saya menjadi isteri...TERKEJUT TAK?? sebab tuh dah lama tak mengterkinikan belog saya...dan saya tahu ada yang terlupa akan belog saya...tak apa...lepas ini saya akan kembali aktive lagi menulis d ruangna bilik saya...

kawen? ya saya dah berkahwin....saya dah mempunyai suami..kawen? best tak kawen? woohooo..baru tiga minggu...manada yang tak best lagi...tunggu la tiga puluh tahun kawen, baru ble tau best ka ndak best....hahaha..TUNNGGUUUUU...

ok...tiga minggu kawen..gosh...masi penat duduk bersanding? oh tidak..sekarang bz membersih rumah ni....kesian....sangat kesian...petang nnt pun masi dalam progress membersih...nnt kita lihat okay....

gambar kawen tunggu line ok sket baru i cerita ya..

saya nak cakap apa???

TAK ADA APA-APA NAK CAKAP!!!

sebanarnya mmg hari2 tgk belog aku ni,,tp aku tak tahu mau tulis apa??..semenjak ada bb..trus aku lupa mo bayar ni bill broadband...hehhe...

life??

ok...sweet and sour....tp nasi gorengnya sodap d makan sehingga tergigit jari...

LOVE??

a bit complicated ...but still in progress..,,moga tuhan merahmati...

MONEY??

still bersama pocket yang kosong dengan menharapkan belas ikhlas dari seorang kakak yang bergaji tinggi pada tahun ini..dan mama yang selalu bising kerana balik lewat....trust me..nothing bad happen when i out of home..tanyalah mereka yang selalu besamaku..kecualilah aku sendiri kan...lain plak tuh...hehehe..

BERAT?

ibrahim ahmad cakapa saya tembam..pie cakap saya kurus....Yvette cakap jagan pikir...oh tidak..mana satu???arhhhhggghhh..ini semua gara2 om keriting yang tidak berperikemanusiaan (ibrahim)....

WAJAH????

mo comment coz masi dalam pemulihan....

p/s : mulut orang tak boleh nak tutup...kita cakap satu di tambahnya 25..yang 24 tuh datang dari penipuannya sendiri....apa2 lah....tambah kamu banyak2 supaya ,akin hot cerita ini....

bosan untuk menerima alasan lagi...

Aku sudah mulai bisan untuk becerita ttg hati..maku ingin bangkit untuk mula becerita pasal bangkit semula...aku bosan dengar alasan "kalaula aku tau"...aku bosan dengan alasan "mmg aku mau la"...aku bosan dgn alasan "lupa"...aku bosan..aku sudah muak denagn semuanya...aku uda lali dengan apa yang selalu deangan aku..alasan yang tiDak tidak pernah lepas dari hati....I dDONT CARE ANYMORE...